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Thanks Melinda!
Yes I know I am a healer for sure but I guess I don’t really know what that means or how to use it. Still in training (always in training I suppose). At a time when everyone is staying home, I enjoy going out to spread my healing to those in public. (I had an experience a few years ago and since then I understand/know that I can and never will be sick again) I can tell when I do go to the grocery store that I am giving healing energy to those around me. This actually started about 2-3 years ago at first it was strange but now I just understand that its more of an energetic healing/exchange. People have always had conversations with me, I would get life stories buying produce but now it is more of an eye contact thing. It is not uncommon for me to go into a grocery store and make eye contact with 40 people but never speak to them. I am aware of it but I am not even sure they are aware they are all looking at me. It’s usually quick and then I will need a 6 hour nap after a30 minute store visit.
Thanks again for connecting with me and the wonderful advice. When I have been doing chakra meditations I can see how bright my colors are but (as someone who always starts at the root) my crown doesn’t usually get as much attention as the rest of my body. I would say the solar plexus does need attention but from your point of view you are suggesting that I am about to give birth to more of my spiritual being! I will accept that!!! Will send some healing energy your way as well ! 🙂
even with coffee. Out of habit a lot of times I wake up and get a cup of coffee then I don’t enjoy it. (for a few years I didnt drink it at all). What are the habits that are ego has put into place to keep us secure? Who we are is not defined by the ego but by the decisions that we make in every moment. Which could be totally different from the person we were a day ago.
We got this and we have each other to help along the journey!
you get me! Exactly I struggle so hard to not do things out of obligation…and when someone expects something to be done of me then I know it will never be done. Whatever is is that I am doing needs to be done from my heart and not because I am trying to people please 🙂
Ladies! I love you both. Tania, I will pm you and bronze—your situation is a bit similar to one of mine. I used to have a blog about it but I think I had let that go—or—-I don’t have access to it/remember where it was anymore but I do keep thinking of typing it out again. Of course it’s a long story but the similarities were that I had so very many dreams and other crazy synchronicities and magical things that happened and I KNEW this person was right for me. In every way possible–but I was in no hurry to be with him. Basically he chose his lifestyle over me. The whole freewill thing. (I think anyone would have jumped on the opportunity he did—but for me I have and will always choose love). These soul connections, no other human can touch and you feel as if you will never be able to meet anyone that you can feel that way with. If youre not careful, they can destroy you. I have spent a long time at “rock bottom” because the relationship didn’t pan out the way my dreams had told me it would and I honestly truthfully thought I would never love again (he was the only love I had known since 15—I had dated and even had a very short marriage with someone else but nothing compared to my first soul connection). And you know what, I did someone knew and even so much better came into my life. He was a man that walked straight out of my dreams and dare I say it perfect in every way (besides the fact that htat relationship was short lived and has ended also). Before I met the second love I was so hopeless and lost. THis second person taught me that as long as we are growing and working on ourselves (always putting ourselves first) that we draw in the connections we so desire. I am still learning to release this second person–but because I have done this once before I know it’s possible and I know even better exists.
Keep the faith. If it isn’t him, you will get through the darkness and find your diamond on the other side. We are here with you.
Thank you! Yes I agree I have seen things that I know will “happen soon” and it takes 10-20 years to play out lol. I am a total whackadoo witchy person and I am ok with that. I guess that I just don’t want to “give in”. The first half of my life I had no idea who I was and was living as a robot then I was able to break free of that.
One example I will give is driving. I see myself living as one with nature and in nature I just walk everywhere—-I haven’t driven in a bit of time but sometimes I think it would make things so much easier if I did—but the easy route is the path of what has already been done and I fear back into the 3d. Which is fine but I lived outside of 3d for most of 2018/2010 and then stepped back into more of the matrix stuff. Things got much denser and slower and my ego was very angry over losing something I never had. (Still working on that).
Anwyay, thanks for your reply, am grateful to have found this community. The only people I can really talk to about this stuff is children-its nice to have adults who understand also.
Hi Beth, I was going to say kind of what Jillyce mentioned about looking into the twin flame stuff (but be careful cause it could also be a rabbit hole!)
As a cupid empath I will say that when I was reading about your connection with him I could feel tingles in my heartspace and my heart was lifting and smiling a little—-then I read that you get the tingles too so that is beautiful!
With these type of relationships its more about self development and personal spiritual growth and nothing on the earth plane seems to make any sense! Trust in yourself and keep your vibrations high I will send you lots of love 🙂
Hi Melinda!
Thanks for offering this (I have no idea how I found this site but I am loving it). A few years ago I recognized myself as a healer as well and have had visions of myself doing energetic work–and would often mix energetic work with my yoga teaching.
Right now, I am in need of mostly emotional healing–but it has seeped into my spiritual and physical and mental life as well. If you are still offering some assistance, I know I could use some and will gladly be able to spread more love and healing to the world if I can get myself back into alignment.
I love how you spoke of atlantis —I cried when I saw the movie “Aquaman” for the first 15-20 minutes because I could feel the connection to Atlantis during that film. About a year ago I had a dream where I was traveling all over the world and didnt need to know the languages, I was able to just communicate with everyone I came into contact with. Kind of like that song “the sound of silence”.
Thank you so much and have a wonderful rest of your day! I see that you had offered healing a bit ago and that’s ok if you are no longer offering it (I am kind of at a point in my journey where no matter how much I look for help from the outside I keep getting told to go within–and I have become a bit bitter about it all also I have lost a lot of my confidence and feel stuck not wanting to do all the work again just to end up back in the same place).
Thanks!
Hi, I am in a dark place right now so I am afraid any advice would not be so good. Just wanting to send you my love and compassion because I can feel so deeply what you are feeling and I know its not fun. Also it always seems that the best advice for moving forward seems so cliché, but once you are able to do that and find your own inner strength, once you are at a place where you no longer want to be with someone they will arrive! (also side note–make sure when this happens to remain in alignment with the highest/best version of yourself and to always be growing) Much love
