Totally lost at this point

[Kerryc]

I have been separated 3 times the last two years. This time though it really didn’t sting too much and I really don’t feel the need to speak to my wife much anymore. I don’t feel like she has been honest in our marriage for quite a few years but, constantly accuses me of cheating which has never been true. Honestly I have thought about it a few times but never really did anything more than flirt and let it go. Now I have met a woman that is half my age and really like her. I have not made any passes or tried to ask her out. She is a friend of my nephew and his girlfriend I don’t want to make her uncomfortable when I’m around if I have misread her. I need guidance and some insight on this situation from an outside source. I’m not sure if I should give up on my marriage. I may just be angry at that situation and blocking it out for now and definitely don’t want to make a mistake either way . I want what’s meant to be not what I want to be. Every tarot I have had don’t it says something is ending and a new door is opening. I should have my soulmate in my life by the end of July. One reading said I already know her and she hides her feelings for me but will let them be known in the next two weeks. I’m just totally lost

[MelindaR]

You are not lost. You are confused and frustrated. I feel your frustration more than anger. I see visions of your wife’s behavior. Her tantrums and shouting frustrate you and you want no more of it. She does not trust you.
I see this situation repeating over and over.
The new woman feels sweet and shy. If you approach her, she will be open to a relationship with you.
I couldn’t see or feel a union with her beyond 5 years.

In love, Melinda

[Kerryc]

Thank you Melinda! You are on the money . I appreciate the outside view.

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