Your anxiety, sadness, grief, anger…is felt strongly. You are being swamped by many emotions all at once. Slow down and breathe!! I am sorry you are going through this pain and anguish.
I have a vision of him looking away from you. It could mean he wants out of the relationship or he has other interests. It could mean, he is just bored. I hear he is bored, but still loves you. I see his hands holding your face, like he’s trying to explain to you how much he loves you, and that he is not having an affair. He gets really upset when you question him.
This man’s energy feels like a condor or eagle. He is strong-willed and decisive. He seems to be the type that when he makes up him mind, he goes fully into it. I get that he talks to other women, but he isn’t serious about anyone enough to leave you. Is he a dancer, I see him dancing! He wants to feel excitement and the joy of living. He misses the spontaneity in your relationship. He seeks excitement, but he seems to be attached to you still.
Love, Melinda