My amazing husband passed away three weeks ago, I’m now left alone, trying to pick up the pieces, wondering WHY. Is he watching over me? Does he know the pain I feel without him?
My birthdate is 11/25/1968
I’m so sorry for you. I can only imagine how painful this must be. Yes, I sense he is really there. The two of you have an incredible bond. I see a cat (or small) dog around you that seems to feel your pain, and wants to comfort you, although it too could be in spirit. I’m sensing your husband is still coming to grips with the transition. Give it some time and he might show up with little messages, in dreams. I keep seeing him fiddling with something with his hands. I sense this is comforting for him. You have to take care of yourself. Friends, nature, exercise, being around new positive people. Don’t be shy about counseling or maybe talking to Dale about this (see link above). Focus on healing. You may not ever get over this, but it can be better. How you experience it can change. I strongly suggest meditation (the program offered here) or get it somewhere else. This might be the only thing which truly helps. If you fight, it will get better.