I want a better life, I was in the middle of moving into and getting settled into a new place for me and my bf of 23 yrs. We are in seperate states but he was moving back that was alwsys the plan anyways. Someone tells me hes with someine else and maybe on drugs. I have always had depression and now after feeling so good I feel like everything is falling apart. I dont know what is goung in for sure up there. He says nothing. I feel lost. Like I have fallen into a state of nothing. Im not in despare (and asually would be) and Im not TOTALLY angry as again would be. I feel but it like I am in nothingnesd. What can i do to move forward