I saw your message and I wanted to see if I could help. The messages I’m getting is that these things that are happening to you are really not that out of the norm. They are things that are inevitable, I saw. I’m also getting something about turning to natural ways to be healthier. Or natural ways to heal through herbs and things. Also, diet. It’s amazing what doses of fresh vegetables and fruits can do. I’ve found it very helpful and very positive on my overall well being to search the vitamins of certain fruits and vegetables and what they help with. It’s very refreshing and it helps promote you to better habits like drinking more water and things. I hope this helped.