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I don’t think he lies to me. I know he’s gone now with business.
I’m pretty sure i don’t feel love for my husband anymore. Last saturday i had to walk around my block for 6 hours, in the night, just to prevent another fight. My husband was drunk and wanted to fight so i just left the house. My child was sleeping, was cold outside and luckily i spend my night talking with a friend, i went home, he started to fight again, i left again, that was pretty much the night. 2 weeks ago was the same thing, he started to fight. He woke our child and my boy was crying: stop fighting!! Stop fighting!! This time i left the house just to prevent this.
I don’t know what to do anymore…
My lover was like a balm to me. Brought me hope. We rarely meet. I will care for him anyway. The thing is that i don’t know what (/that) he really cares for me. He’s an important person, has business to do. He’s on another continent right now. He does not lie to me about that. Was a strong connection with him from the beginning. I want to find if he love me. I’m writing to you because i seek here advices, insight views, intuitive, psychic, common sense. Please help me. I don’t know what to do.

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