I would like to respond to your message by saying please take your time by getting away from it all with the baby so you can find out where you stand in this relationship. You never know, by wanting to have another baby you might scare him away for good. Now it is time for you to regroup and take a deep breath and let time do its job so you can slowly heal. Once he sees you are doing so well, I am sure he will want to see the baby. Don’t rush into another pregnancy. You need to recover first.
Good luck with your baby
With love and light