angie_here,
Here is my psychic sense – you are a very strong spirited person with much to give to others. I really think you would be good at doing something which involves some type of activism or something where you are fighting for other people’s rights. I see a lot of administrative experience in your background, so I think this could be a blessing in disguise. Your experience could come in handy. Maybe start looking at different non-profits in your area that seem to fit what I am talking about. Let me know if this makes any sense to you. Also, it seems pretty high and dry romantically for you. What’s up with this? Are you planning on being alone for the rest of your life “a little humor there”.