I’m sensing indifference right now like if it happens, it happens, if it doesn’t, it doesn’t, though you want the marriage to work. Almost like you’ve reached a point of helplessness. I feel really sad. I’ve said this before, but you two got married because you loved each other. Don’t ever forget the love that motivated you because there was a large commitment on both sides. As long as you keep that in your heart you will have that peace and inner knowing that what’s done is done and you’ve done all that you could. Do not lose the love because you will need it in the future to flourish regardless of where your relationship stands.