He really feels something deep for you. But he needs you to stand on your own two feet, and not be hollow… not to see him as someone who can fill you up. He feels drained by you when he tries to reconnect and he doesn’t know what to do either. He did try on your birthday but something stopped him from going further. Is it him that you want? What about him do you love?
I do see a possibility of a recommunication within the next 6 months to a year but it’s in your hands as to how you want to prepare yourself and visualize what will happen. You will have to put some work and energy into yourself to make it happen. Some of the techniques in the blog posts by Dale will help. Have faith and confidence in yourself and a higher power! Keep us posted.