I need some serious help! My dad died nearly 5 years ago very quickly and unexpectedly.. I went through all the normal emotions afterwards, hurt, crying, depression ect.. Now 5 years on I feel nothing but hurt and angry! I’m angry at him for leaving me!! And I hate myself for feeling like this… I find myself thinking about the bad that he did rather than the good because I feel like it doesn’t hurt so much when I do.. He left me with so many unanswered questions and I can’t find closure! What do I do? I need help with this I can’t move on ??