I get a psychic sense you still have a chance. But, you will have to do things differently. You will likely have to choose between being RIGHT or being HAPPY. I don’t think you can have both, at least for a while. Also, what out about falling into drink or pills. I sense something funky there. Keep reaching out to him occasionally. Apologize and bite the bullet as soon as your can. I see some anger and betrayal issues within you, causing too many problems. I highly suggest doing something about this. It could take a while to get things going again with your husband. Give it some time, even if it doesn’t seem like he’s biting. This should help you: https://www.lifeleap.org/blog/bring-back-my-ex/