I was about to get married in 1999 when i met Nick 9/30/79 born in Nebraska. I wanted to call off the marriage because i felt so strongly about him. i told a “friend” and she told me to stay with who i was with, and she went after Nick. After getting married I ended up telling him how i felt and a day later my friend told him she was pregnant. we had a relationship for the next few years. My relationship with my kids dad was horrible. I was trying to make it work with my husband Chris and he was telling me how i didn’t mean anything to Nick. Nick wouldn’t ever tell me if he had any feelings for me, so i told Nick i didn’t want to talk to him anymore. I never stopped loving him but after so long needed to know how he felt. After about 10 years or more of not talking I finally found a way to contact him and realized my feelings never went away. I am currently with my 2nd ex-husband but am realizing it isn’t right for me so we have moved into seperate rooms. Nick still won’t tell me how he feels and I really need to know because i would and have turned my world upside down for him. PLEASE help!!
As I focus on Nick, I get a sense he still cares, although it’s fizzled a bit. I do see someone else around him, although it doesn’t feel too serious. I get a block within him about taking you on as a relationship partner. Maybe it’s because you are still “with” someone. There is a hesitation to jump into something new and big. I see money struggles around him and stress, although I do see something about a small business. It could happen again between the two of you, but you may need to do some internal work within yourself first. It’s about strengthening yourself from the inside out. I sense a lot of heaviness and fixation within you about this relationship, and if you aren’t careful, this could kill it before you even get started. Consider meditation training or training specifically focused on getting control over your emotions, emotional healing, self awareness, etc. This training is available on this site, and maybe elsewhere.
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