Good Evening, my emotional state is so damaged and hurt that I am pushing my boyfriend further and further away because I’ve been so hurt by Him which is hard for me to work on myself and trust him again. I’m so insecure and have no confidence and I hate this feeling because I feel I lost myself. I want to gain that strength back and save my relationship. I know the subconscious is very powerful but how can I control my emotions and think positive when I’m so damaged and hurt? I want to fix my life, be happy and have peace of mind I crave those emotions and feelings so bad but how. I pray a lot I’m very spiritual and yet my faith is not strong enough because I’m so frustrated. I read your article over and over again I want to get back to a happy and fulfilling relationship. Please what should I do please help me! I cry everyday I would love to smile again.