I can’t offer you psychic insight, because i’m not fully a psychic but more of an intuitive person, still on my path. However the honest truth is, you seem quite hurt and confused. But the fact that different psychics have given different answers may be because you have mixed feelings and some psychics use our energy for predictions. But this doesn’t mean theres no hope, it does mean however that nothing is set in stone. Within each of us we all have the power, we just don’t know it and keep looking outward not within. Yes, you should trust your gut, has it failed you in the path? If it has, it’s probably not because you were wrong, but more because you may not have interpreted it correctly. Also, reflect upon the relationship, what has actually happened, the hints and clues. I do feel that there is hope in your case, but there’s a feeling of you rushing, or not listening closely enough. Have you spoken to him? His response? And his actions? Start from there, but remember purple royalty that our destinies are in our own hands. Do you do meditation? Try it out for clarity and a sense of direction. I feel deep down you might just have an answer waiting for you.