I just recently graduated from college and i have been having no luck in the real world. I am sending out 2 or more resumes a day and am still getting nothing. My self esteem has seemed to be getting lower each day and i have been extremely anxious to the point where i feel there is a weight constantly on my chest.
It’s not only the fact of finding a job, it’s also a fear of actually finding one and becoming an adult. Everything just scares me so much. I’ve come to the point where i have been crying almost every day.
I usually smoke a little weed at night before bed to calm my nerves but i have had to stop because of my job search and my anxiety is getting worse and worse. The only thing that seems to be going well in my life is my relationship with my boyfriend, but it scares me to depend on him for my happiness. I also am on an anti-anxiety medication but obviously it does not seem to be working.
I would appreciate any advice so i could have some peace of mind. Thank you in advance to anyone willing to help me out.