When you say you lost someone I am assuming you mean this person in now in spirit. I see a lot of creativity in this person. They were involved possibly with some type of art or something with computers. The fun one in the crowd. I do get a sense this person is around you at times. I don’t get a leechy sense like they want to have you all to themselves though. I do see this in many other people that are in spirit. This person is positive and wants you to keep moving forward in life and enjoying everything along the way. I see a lot of depression around you and this may be blocking your psychic sensitivity. If opening up your ability to sense more is important to you I would consider doing something about this.