Hi Tc1957 , I don’t see you and your ex getting back together. Please don’t feel like it’s your fault because it’s not. About you finding a new love it will be when you are least expecting it. right is the time when you are starting over with a clean new slate relationship and self wise. New friends will come along to help you through tough times, life will be pleasant as can be. You just need to trust yourself. Thanks for posting and I hope this helps ! 🙂