That’s not a way to start off a marriage and if you are questioning him that’s not really a good sign either. You will forever question him. I get very negative vibrations with the online chatting. I would actually advise you not to go either. I think you are in great need of something in your life and you are searching for it through a man. You are very feminine and I see that you very much want and need a man in your life. Save yourself, please. Cherish your very own vessel with or without a man. Lavish yourself with very feminine things, perfume, candles, clothing, nice things to fill your feminine needs in the meantime. Someone will fall into your lap.