I really don’t know where I’m going in life. My parents forced me into music even in college, then I built up courage and got out. I switched to psych, got really depressed dropped out. I got a summer job, developed a huge crush on my boss. He caused an accident killing two girls while texting. I don’t want to leave him, but I will have to. He’s married with 3 kids. I don’t know if this is just another crush or if it’s real. I started at a 2-year degree last spring and now I know I like photography but I really just want to photograph animals and don’t know if a degree would really be what I want. Also I don’t quite know how to get started with that. I have also been looking at vans, I want to live in one to avoid rent, but I have to be able to afford the van.