Hi Sii,
I am new to this. So please correct me if any of this is wrong.
I am sensing pain and anguish from some people in your situation and perhaps from yourself. There could also be a health or medical situation involved. But I am not so sure about that. Maybe something about care-taking for someone who needs it. Is that correct? No worries if not. If you tell me yes or no it will help me be more accurate in my responses to you and others in the future.
You are a woman? Either youngish or middle age mother. I thought first of middle age but then somehow young, like 20 to 30, in the low range.
You are strong and so are the others involved. If you can find a way to get past this down moment then things could start looking brighter. Life is not always easy but it is always worth it to fight for the things that are important. I am sensing that there could be a third option in the future and you could stay open to that.
Hope this helps and let us know how we can clarify.