You are nor crazy. Much psychic information comes to us in dreams. You are a healer so keep doing hair. Your clients love you and there will be more. Healers and master teachers come in many disguises. The only thing in your way is self confidence. You got some but not enough right now. Focus on your hair clients and what they say to you and JOURNAL your conversation with them daily. Also, journal your dreams in another book when you first wake up. Your next step in your healing vocation will reveal itself in the information you get from your clients and your dreams.