There are several characteristics of Indigo children. If you have researched this you might know within yourself which of these apply to you. These are good, insightful traits to possess. You might want to consider some course work to learn how to use these abilities to help yourself and to help others. It is important to be able to recognize what you are feeling and to know that you are not alone. It would be helpful for you to be able to connect with others who share these traits and to learn how to use these traits to achieve your goals in life.
I sense that you are having some doubts within yourself regarding your present relationship. It is important to remember that the future is not set in stone. There are different options and it depends on which path you choose to take. There is more than just one soul mate for you. It depends on what you want to pursue. If you are truly not happy in your current relationship you might want to try to see if things will improve. If you do not see a positive improvement within a reasonable length of time, then you might not wish to continue with it.
As for your spirit guide, you should realize this in time, with stong thought focusing.
Best Wishes to you,
