by christopherj » Mon Jun 14, 2010 8:03 pm
Thank you so much for your help, I really appreciate it. I think I may have jumped the gun with Michelle. We've been talking for a while now on facebook chat and I thought that I would ask her out because I felt that I was attracted to her and she said yes and that we should take it slow and see where things would go and if there was a chance of us having a relationship. I think I was so excited and she liked people who were very straightforward and direct, so i had sent some fb msgs about how I felt about her, basically put everything on table and she seemed to like it, said it was very sweet of me. But after a while, I've started to feel that I might be the only one invested in this, like I'm the only one putting out how I feel, like I'm the only one who wants this relationship to work even though she was one who said yes to me and said that she would give me a chance, which made it sound like she was interested in me, like she thought I deserved a chance.
But most of the time, I've been the one that would initiate most of the fb conversations, even though she's seemed to have fun talking to me, I've been feeling a lot of the time that maybe she's been talking to me more just like a friend instead of someone who wants to be my girlfriend. I've never once heard how she really feels about me, if she truly feels at all like she might want to be my girlfriend, it's all been me telling her so it feels very one-sided to me, which i've been through before so i know what that feels like. On top of that, she says that she wants a partner which would also mean that there would be communication between the two people but she also hardly ever would respond to text msgs which can get frustrating when I've really wanted to make this work. I just think i have not found the right person yet even though i really thought she was the one. I guess the right person is still out there, I just hope, it would be great if i could finally find her soon.
